A Note After 2 Weeks Sober

2021.11.27 02:17 ElLeaves99 A Note After 2 Weeks Sober

Due to a work trip to a country where I can't get weed, I got a bit of a 'rehab' experience, and I can say the following happened:
The dreams: horrible, horrible dreams, past relationships, past jobs, past close encounters, current relationships going sideways, just constant waking up in the middle of the night confused, angry, frustrated, but I started seeing a pattern;
These dreams were repressed thoughts, conversations I've never had or wish I had, a sort of cleanse that I kept suppressing with weed
Learning new things: while my memory is still a bit shot, I'm able to process new Information again, yes I gotta write it down because I can't remember jack shit especially directions, but adding new skills definitely boosted my confidence
Seeing myself in a new light: I finally see how far I've let myself go, physically, mentally, how complacent I had become, I had set goals but the more I smoked the more they got pushed away, I can now begin to form a clear vision of myself, how I want to be mentally, how I want to look physically, and where I want to be
Personality: I'm more charismatic around People, I don't just respond to comments with a nod, I can be funny and witty again, I can add to conversations, I can take charge of the interaction, I have found a leader I tucked away in a far corner
New hobbies: I've been working on reading new books, learning some 3d modeling programs, and other things to keep myself busy, but this has been the hardest part, focusing when I'm alone, not feeling overwhelmed when something doesn't work out, I've learned not too push myself too hard, somedays I just can't do anything and that's okay, I understand my body needs time to heal.
As my trip comes to an end I'm slowly becoming nervous again, part of my mind is slowly becoming excited at the thought of being able to easily acquire weed again, but I'm also dreading the thought of losing another day on the couch trapped within my mind, feeling powerless to the plant, after having this taste of sobriety I don't want to give it up just yet, but my mind keeps saying just a little taste to remind yourself of what the darkness feels like, to remind myself of the tight rope I walk everyday trying to deal with this ADDICTION
With all the support in this forum I will try to stay strong, I like that I found myself again, I'm not ready to let go, I'm ready to move forward, one day at a time
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2021.11.27 02:17 CMOSw70 Bank interface forcing my player to drop my weapon without it closing interface. Almost lost it!

I made a another augmented noxious staff on my iron to D/A. When gearing up in the bank to level it, my worn items tab was open, instead of my inventory. I was holding my new augmented staff, and when I clicked on my Excalibur (meant to put it in inv, but it equipped because the interface i was on) it then forced my previously equipped augmented staff to unequip. It forces it into the other augmented nox spot, and the quantity goes to 2, instead of the new nox returning to its new placeholder. The game then forces it back down to 1 by dropping the second staff on the ground. I didn't realize that it was missing from my bank, and when I exiting the bank interface, it was there, laying on the ground about to despawn.
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2021.11.27 02:17 sasuke8431 LPT: It may seem like common knowledge, but treat people with humility and respect and they’ll be willing to do a lot for you.

You may think it’s standard practice, but I’m constantly surprised by how many people think treating others harshly is a more effective method than being kind to them and treating them like a human. If you take the minimal amount of energy required to take a polite tone and give genuine courtesy, people in positions to help you will be much more willing to do so.
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2021.11.27 02:17 RygornSpectre "In the world beyond, blackened ichor filled a crumbling sky, as souls withered to nothing. But I refused to fade." - The Iron Revenant.

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2021.11.27 02:17 WeaselWJ List of Current Australian Players with a First-Class Batting Average of 40+

With no first-class matches between now and the first Ashes Test (I don't think the warm-up match will have FC status) here is an updated list of current Australian batsmen who have a career batting average of 40+, inclusive of all FC matches they've played:
Steve Smith: 57.06
Will Pucovski: 53.41
Cameron Green: 52.76
David Warner: 48.46
Marnus Labuschagne: 46.58
Tim Ward: 46.00 (Nb: Played less than 20 FC innings)
Usman Khawaja: 43.15
Shaun Marsh: 41.74
Matthew Wade: 40.82
Travis Head: 40.07
[Nic Maddinson]((https://www.espncricinfo.com/australia/content/playe333780.html): 40.03
Note: List excludes players who have retired from FC cricket and players who haven't played a FC match for over 2 years.
Make of it what you will, feel free to discuss. If I made any errors, please correct me.
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2021.11.27 02:17 volcanicon7 Grandpa's dying wish is for me to return to church. Last week he sent me a 6 page lecture. Here is this week's letter.

My Grandpa is 92 and has a ton of health problems. On dialysis, has surgeries all the time, dementia, etc. It is honestly to the point where I can't keep track of it all anymore. He probably only has a few months at most left to live.
I left the church at age 18, didn't go on a mission, caused ripples throughout the extended family. I was the first cousin/child to leave publicly. After I left, my brother left too. My parents blame me for it I think, although they have never explicitly said so to me. You guys get how it goes.
I have always been respectful of their continued belief, while standing my ground when it comes to the church. I don't bother them about the issues they pretend don't exist, and they don't try to reconvert me. My familial relationships have stayed mostly intact, and while it has still been hard things were going well.
I think things really started going south when the dementia set in. My grandpa has basically the same conversation with everyone now from what I'm told. I had the unfortunate luck of getting the church talk as our "conversation." And I guess the threshold has been reached where he is deciding to tie up loose ends, which means I have been receiving preachy letters from him every week for the past few weeks.
I am honestly at a loss for what to do. I have felt so many emotions over these damn letters. Anger, sadness, and guilt. I hate that this is going to be my final memory of him. I hate that he keeps crossing the line. But I feel guilty that I can't give him his dying wish and I will especially feel guilty if I stop calling and visiting.
He clearly is past understanding where I am coming from. And he refuses to leave it alone. So I guess I just cut off all contact? But I know if he finds out that I am making a point of avoiding him, it will break his heart. Sorry for the long post.
P.S. You are welcome for not posting the 6 page lecture haha! It read more like a talk than a letter to be honest. Yuck. But there was one gem in there. "You ARE NOT the product of an evolved animal, you are a literal SON OF GOD!" Ha, he really did all caps like that. And I graduated with a biology degree so I find it extra comical!
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2021.11.27 02:17 themlkman [QC] ORF Omega Seamaster 300m White Dial

  1. Dealer name: Jtime
  2. Factory name: ORF
  3. Model name (& version number): Omega Seamaster 300m White Dial
  4. Album Links: https://imgur.com/a/slxfc5e
  5. Index alignment: The hour marker at 6 o clock doesn't center with the square exactly, but that's the only one I can spot
  6. Dial Printing: See above
  7. Date Wheel alignment/printing: Looks good
  8. Hand Alignment: Looks good
  9. Bezel: I can't tell whether the bezel is off or it's the dial that is off, but at the 9 o'clock the bezel doesn't align with the 9th hour marker and nor does it on the 6 o'clock marker. It's off at the 12'oclock market but not as bad.
  10. Solid End Links (SELs): n/a
  11. Timegrapher numbers: Looks good
  12. Anything else you notice: Other than the alignment of the bezel vs the hour markers, there's nothing else to really mention, everything else looks good. Are these regular flaws with this factory and model or can it be better? Many thanks
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2021.11.27 02:17 MeanReflection3314 Question

My gf of 4 months is an alcoholic and doesn’t realize nor care. Do I cut my loss? I’ve never been happier with anyone and it’s only been a short time but we talked about it last night and now tonight she’s the most drunk I’ve ever seen. Can’t say I’ve ever been in this position so any advice?
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